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ction; or so much as an infected cut。 I have had colds; but they have been infrequent … six or seven years apart; and although people who don't have colds often are supposed to suffer more serious ones; that has never been the case with me。 Once; earlier on in that awful year of 1956; I passed a gallstone。 And although I suppose it will sound strange to some reading this in spite of all I have said; part of me relished the pain that came when that gallstone went。 It was the only serious pain I'd had since that problem with my waterworks; twenty…four years before。 The ills that have taken my friends and same…generation loved ones until there are none of them left … the strokes; the cancers; the heart attacks; the liver diseases; the blood diseases … have all left me untouched; have swerved to avoid me the way a man driving a car swerves to avoid a deer or a raccoon in the road。 The one serious accident I was in left me untouched save for a scratch on the hand。 In 1932; John Coffey inoculated me with life。 Electrocuted me with life; you might say。 I will pass on eventually … of course I will; any illusions of immortality I might have had died with Mr。 Jingles … but I will have wished for death long before death finds me。 Truth to tell; I wish for it already and have ever since Elaine Connelly died。 Need I tell you?

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