uld not even self… interest make you wiser? You repeated to yourself this morning the brief scene of last night?—Cover your face and be ashamed! He said something in praise of your eyes; did he? Blind puppy! Open their bleared lids and look on your own accursed senselessness! It does good to no woman to be flattered by her superior; who cannot possibly intend to marry her; and it is madness in all women to let a secret love kindle within them; which; if unreturned and unknown; must devour the life that feeds it; and; if discovered and responded to; must lead; ignis…fatus…like; into miry wilds whence there is no extrication。
“Listen; then; Jane Eyre; to your sentence: tomorrow; place the glass before you; and draw in chalk your own picture; faithfully; without softening one defect; omit no harsh line; smooth away no displeasing irregularity; write under it; ‘Portrait of a Governess; disconnected; poor; and plain。’
“Afterwards; take a piece of smooth ivory—you have one prepared in your drawing…box: take your palette; mix your freshest; finest; clearest tints; choose your most delicate camel…hair pencils; delineate carefully the loveliest face you can imagine; paint it in your softest shades and sweetest lines; according to the description given by Mrs。 Fairfax of Blanche Ingram; remember the raven ringlets; the oriental eye;—What! you revert to Mr。 Rochester as a model! Order! No snivel!—no sentiment!—no regret! I will endure only sense and resolution。 Recall