f a plover whistled; I imagined it a man。 Finding my apprehensions unfounded; however; and calmed by the deep silence that reigned as evening declined at nightfall; I took confidence。 As yet I had not thought; I had only listened; watched; dreaded; now I regained the faculty of reflection。
What was I to do? Where to go? Oh; intolerable questions; when I could do nothing and go nowhere!—when a long way must yet be measured by my weary; trembling limbs before I could reach human habitation—when cold charity must be entreated before I could get a lodging: reluctant sympathy importuned; almost certain repulse incurred; before my tale could be listened to; or one of my wants relieved!
I touched the heath; it was dry; and yet warm with the beat of the summer day。 I looked at the sky; it was pure: a kindly star twinkled just above the chasm ridge。 The dew fell; but with propitious softness; no breeze whispered。 Nature seemed to me benign and good; I thought she loved me; outcast as I was; and I; who from man could anticipate only mistrust; rejection; insult; clung to her with filial fondness。 To…night; at least; I would be her guest; as I was her child: my mother would lodge me without money and without price。 I had one morsel of bread yet: the remnant of a roll I had bought in a town we passed through at noon with a stray penny—my last coin。 I saw ripe bilberries gleaming here and there; like jet beads in the heath: I gathered a handful and ate them with the bread