d face。 I am e to a strange pass: I have heavy troubles。 What is to be done? How is the money to be had?”
Bessie now endeavoured to persuade her to take a sedative draught: she succeeded with difficulty。 Soon after; Mrs。 Reed grew more posed; and sank into a dozing state。 I then left her。
More than ten days elapsed before I had again any conversation with her。 She continued either delirious or lethargic; and the doctor forbade everything which could painfully excite her。 Meantime; I got on as well as I could with Georgiana and Eliza。 They were very cold; indeed; at first。 Eliza would sit half the day sewing; reading; or writing; and scarcely utter a word either to me or her sister。 Georgiana would chatter nonsense to her canary bird by the hour; and take no notice of me。 But I was determined not to seem at a loss for occupation or amusement: I had brought my drawing materials with me; and they served me for both。
Provided with a case of pencils; and some sheets of paper; I used to take a seat apart from them; near the window; and busy myself in sketching fancy vigtes; representing any scene that happened momentarily to shape itself in the ever…shifting kaleidoscope of imagination: a glimpse of sea between two rocks; the rising moon; and a ship crossing its disk; a group of reeds and water…flags; and a naiad’s head; crowned with lotus…flowers; rising out of them; an elf sitting in a hedge…sparrow’s nest; under a wreath of hawthorn… bloom
One morning