were the muffled windows; a great looking…glass between them repeated the vacant majesty of the bed and room。 I was not quite sure whether they had locked the door; and when I dared move; I got up and went to see。 Alas! yes: no jail was ever more secure。 Returning; I had to cross before the looking…glass; my fascinated glance involuntarily explored the depth it revealed。 All looked colder and darker in that visionary hollow than in reality: and the strange little figure there gazing at me; with a white face and arms specking the gloom; and glittering eyes of fear moving where all else was still; had the effect of a real spirit: I thought it like one of the tiny phantoms; half fairy; half imp; Bessie’s evening stories represented as ing out of lone; ferny dells in moors; and appearing before the eyes of belated travellers。 I returned to my stool。
Superstition was with me at that moment; but it was not yet her hour for plete victory: my blood was still warm; the mood of the revolted slave was still bracing me with its bitter vigour; I had to stem a rapid rush of retrospective thought before I quailed to the dismal present。
All John Reed’s violent tyrannies; all his sisters’ proud indifference; all his mother’s aversion; all the servants’ partiality; turned up in my disturbed mind like a dark deposit in a turbid well。 Why was I always suffering; always browbeaten; always accused; for ever condemned? Why could I never please? Why was it useless to try to win any one