“I am afraid you are disappointed in me; Bessie。” I said this laughing: I perceived that Bessie’s glance; though it expressed regard; did in no shape denote admiration。
“No; Miss Jane; not exactly: you are genteel enough; you look like a lady; and it is as much as ever I expected of you: you were no beauty as a child。”
I smiled at Bessie’s frank answer: I felt that it was correct; but I confess I was not quite indifferent to its import: at eighteen most people wish to please; and the conviction that they have not an exterior likely to second that desire brings anything but gratification。
“I dare say you are clever; though;” continued Bessie; by way of solace。 “What can you do? Can you play on the piano?”
“A little。”
There was one in the room; Bessie went and opened it; and then asked me to sit down and give her a tune: I played a waltz or two; and she was charmed。
“The Miss Reeds could not play as well!” said she exultingly。 “I always said you would surpass them in learning: and can you draw?”
“That is one of my paintings over the chimney…piece。” It was a landscape in water colours; of which I had made a present to the superintendent; in acknowledgment of her obliging mediation with the mittee on my behalf; and which she had framed and glazed。
“Well; that is beautiful; Miss Jane! It is as fine a picture as any Miss Reed’s drawing…master could paint; let alone the young ladies themselves; who could not e near it: and