Renewing then my courage; and gathering my feeble remains of strength; I pushed on。 I reached the house; and knocked at the kitchen…door。 An old woman opened: I asked was this the parsonage?
“Yes。”
“Was the clergyman in?”
“No。”
“Would he be in soon?”
“No; he was gone from home。”
“To a distance?”
“Not so far—happen three mile。 He had been called away by the sudden death of his father: he was at Marsh End now; and would very likely stay there a fortnight longer。”
“Was there any lady of the house?”
“Nay; there was naught but her; and she was housekeeper;” and of her; reader; I could not bear to ask the relief for want of which I was sinking; I could not yet beg; and again I crawled away。
Once more I took off my handkerchief—once more I thought of the cakes of bread in the little shop。 Oh; for but a crust! for but one mouthful to allay the pang of famine! Instinctively I turned my face again to the village; I found the shop again; and I went in; and though others were there besides the woman I ventured the request—“Would she give me a roll for this handkerchief?”
She looked at me with evident suspicion: “Nay; she never sold stuff i’ that way。”
Almost desperate; I asked for half a cake; she again refused。 “How could she tell where I had got the handkerchief?” she said。
“Would she take my gloves?”
“No! what could she do with them?”
Reader; it is not pleasant to dwell on thes