; or you wouldn’t make such a noise。 Move off。”
“But I must die if I am turned away。”
“Not you。 I’m fear’d you have some ill plans agate; that bring you about folk’s houses at this time o’ night。 If you’ve any followers—housebreakers or such like—anywhere near; you may tell them we are not by ourselves in the house; we have a gentleman; and dogs; and guns。” Here the honest but inflexible servant clapped the door to and bolted it within。
This was the climax。 A pang of exquisite suffering—a throe of true despair—rent and heaved my heart。 Worn out; indeed; I was; not another step could I stir。 I sank on the wet doorstep: I groaned— I wrung my hands—I wept in utter anguish。 Oh; this spectre of death! Oh; this last hour; approaching in such horror! Alas; this isolation—this banishment from my kind! Not only the anchor of hope; but the footing of fortitude was gone—at least for a moment; but the last I soon endeavoured to regain。
“I can but die;” I said; “and I believe in God。 Let me try to wait His will in silence。”
These words I not only thought; but uttered; and thrusting back all my misery into my heart; I made an effort to pel it to remain there—dumb and still。
“All men must die;” said a voice quite close at hand; “but all are not condemned to meet a lingering and premature doom; such as yours would be if you perished here of want。”
“Who or what speaks?” I asked; terrified at the unexpected sound; and incapable now of deriving f