“I am a fool!” cried Mr。 Rochester suddenly。 “I keep telling her I am not married; and do not explain to her why。 I forget she knows nothing of the character of that woman; or of the circumstances attending my infernal union with her。 Oh; I am certain Jane will agree with me in opinion; when she knows all that I know! Just put your hand in mine; Ja—that I may have the evidence of touch as well as sight; to prove you are near me—and I will in a few words show you the real state of the case。 Can you listen to me
“Yes; sir; for hours if you will。”
“I ask only minutes。 Jane; did you ever hear or know at I was not the eldest son of my house: that I had once a brother older than I?”
“I remember Mrs。 Fairfax told me so once。”
“And did you ever hear that my father was an avaricious; grasping man?”
“I have understood something to that effect。”
“Well; Jane; being so; it was his resolution to keep the property together; he could not bear the idea of dividing his estate and leaving me a fair portion: all; he resolved; should go to my brother; Rowland。 Yet as little could he endure that a son of his should be a poor man。 I must be provided for by a wealthy marriage。 He sought me a partner betimes。 Mr。 Mason; a West India planter and merchant; was his old acquaintance。 He was certain his possessions were real and vast: he made inquiries。 Mr。 Mason; he found; had a son and daughter; and he learned from him that he could and would give the latter