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realize how far back I'd have to go in order to tell you about John Coffey; or how long I'd have to leave him there in his cell; a man so huge his feet didn't just stick off the end of his bunk but hung down all the way to the floor。 I don't want you to forget him; all right? I want you to see him there; looking up at the ceiling of his cell; weeping his silent tears; or putting his arms over his face。 I want you to hear him; his sighs that trembled like sobs; his occasional watery groan。 These weren't the sounds of agony and regret we sometimes heard on E Block; sharp cries with splinters of remorse in them; like his wet eyes; they were somehow removed from the pain we were used to dealing with。 In a way … I know how crazy this will sound; of course I do; but there is no sense in writing something as long as this if you can't say what feels true to your heart … in a way it was as if it was sorrow for the whole world he felt; something too big ever to be pletely eased。 Sometimes I sat and talked to him; as I did with all of them … talking was our biggest; most important job; as I believe I have said … and I tried to fort him。 I don't feel that I ever did; and part of my heart was glad he was suffering; you know。 Felt he deserved to suffer。 I even thought sometimes of calling the governor (or getting Percy to do it … hell; he was Percy's damn uncle; not mine) and asking for a stay of execution。 We shouldn't burn him yet; I'd say It's still hurting him too much; biting into him