; and strength; where such a gift is not wanted and would be despised。”
I went on with my day’s business tranquilly; but ever and anon vague suggestions kept wandering across my brain of reasons why I should quit Thornfield; and I kept involuntarily framing advertisements and pondering conjectures about new situations: these thoughts I did not think check; they might germinate and bear fruit if they could。
Mr。 Rochester had been absent upwards of a fortnight; when the post brought Mrs。 Fairfax a letter。
“It is from the master;” said she; as she looked at the direction。 “Now I suppose we shall know whether we are to expect his return or not。”
And while she broke the seal and perused the document; I went on taking my coffee (we were at breakfast): it was hot; and I attributed to that circumstance a fiery glow which suddenly rose to my face。 Why my hand shook; and why I involuntarily spilt half the contents of my cup into my saucer; I did not choose to consider。
“Well; I sometimes think we are too quiet; but we run a chance of being busy enough now: for a little while at least;” said Mrs。 Fairfax; still holding the note before her spectacles。
Ere I permitted myself to request an explanation; I tied the string of Adèle’s pinafore; which happened to be loose: having helped her also to another bun and refilled her mug with milk; I said; nonchalantly—
“Mr。 Rochester is not likely to return soon; I suppose?”
“Indeed he is—in thr