“Not the voyage; but the distance: and then the sea is a barrier—”
“From what; Jane?”
“From England and from Thornfield: and—”
“Well?”
“From you; sir。”
I said this almost involuntarily; and; with as little sanction of free will; my tears gushed out。 I did not cry so as to be heard; however; I avoided sobbing。 The thought of Mrs。 O’Gall and Bitternutt Lodge struck cold to my heart; and colder the thought of all the brine and foam; destined; as it seemed; to rush between me and the master at whose side I now walked; and coldest the remembrance of the wider ocean—wealth; caste; custom intervened between me and what I naturally and inevitably loved。
“It is a long way;” I again said。
“It is; to be sure; and when you get to Bitternutt Lodge; Connaught; Ireland; I shall never see you again; Jane: that’s morally certain。 I never go over to Ireland; not having myself much of a fancy for the country。 We have been good friends; Jane; have we not?”
“Yes; sir。”
“And when friends are on the eve of separation; they like to spend the little time that remains to them close to each other。 e! we’ll talk over the voyage and the parting quietly half…an…hour or so; while the stars enter into their shining life up in heaven yonder: here is the chestnut tree: here is the bench at its old roots。 e; we will sit there in peace to…night; though we should never more be destined to sit there together。” He seated me and himself。
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