ill hasten to enter into that union at once。”
“Shall I?” I said briefly; and I looked at his features; beautiful in their harmony; but strangely formidable in their still severity; at his brow; manding but not open; at his eyes; bright and deep and searching; but never soft; at his tall imposing figure; and fancied myself in idea HIS WIFE。 Oh! it would never do! As his curate; his rade; all would be right: I would cross oceans with him in that capacity; toil under Eastern suns; in Asian deserts with him in that office; admire and emulate his courage and devotion and vigour; acmodate quietly to his masterhood; smile undisturbed at his ineradicable ambition; discriminate the Christian from the man: profoundly esteem the one; and freely forgive the other。 I should suffer often; no doubt; attached to him only in this capacity: my body would be under rather a stringent yoke; but my heart and mind would be free。 I should still have my unblighted self to turn to: my natural unenslaved feelings with which to municate in moments of loneliness。 There would be recesses in my mind which would be only mine; to which he never came; and sentiments growing there fresh and sheltered which his austerity could never blight; nor his measured warrior…march trample down: but as his wife—at his side always; and always restrained; and always checked—forced to keep the fire of my nature continually low; to pel it to burn inwardly and never utter a cry; though the imprisoned flame consumed vita