er had sometimes read my unspoken thoughts with an acumen to me inprehensible: in the present instance he took no notice of my abrupt vocal response; but he smiled at me with a certain smile he had of his own; and which he used but on rare occasions。 He seemed to think it too good for mon purposes: it was the real sunshine of feeling—he shed it over me now。
“Pass; Ja;” said he; making room for me to cross the stile: “go up home; and stay your weary little wandering feet at a friend’s threshold。”
All I had now to do was to obey him in silence: no need for me to colloquise further。 I got over the stile without a word; and meant to leave him calmly。 An impulse held me fast—a force turned me round。 I said—or something in me said for me; and in spite of me—
“Thank you; Mr。 Rochester; for your great kindness。 I am strangely glad to get back again to you: and wherever you are is my home—my only home。”
I walked on so fast that even he could hardly have overtaken me had he tried。 Little Adèle was half wild with delight when she saw me。 Mrs。 Fairfax received me with her usual plain friendliness。 Leah smiled; and even Sophie bid me “bon soir” with glee。 This was very pleasant; there is no happiness like that of being loved by your fellow…creatures; and feeling that your presence is an addition to their fort。
I that evening shut my eyes resolutely against the future: I stopped my cars against the voice that kept warning me of near separation and ing gri