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w yesterday evening; not as it blows now—wild and high—but ‘with a sullen; moaning sound’ far more eerie。 I wished you were at home。 I came into this room; and the sight of the empty chair and fireless hearth chilled me。 For some time after I went to bed; I could not sleep—a sense of anxious excitement distressed me。 The gale still rising; seemed to my ear to muffle a mournful under…sound; whether in the house or abroad I could not at first tell; but it recurred; doubtful yet doleful at every lull; at last I made out it must be some dog howling at a distance。 I was glad when it ceased。 On sleeping; I continued in dreams the idea of a dark and gusty night。 I continued also the wish to be with you; and experienced a strange; regretful consciousness of some barrier dividing us。 During all my first sleep; I was following the windings of an unknown road; total obscurity environed me; rain pelted me; I was burdened with the charge of a little child: a very small creature; too young and feeble to walk; and which shivered in my cold arms; and wailed piteously in my ear。 I thought; sir; that you were on the road a long way before me; and I strained every nerve to overtake you; and made effort on effort to utter your name and entreat you to stop— but my movements were fettered; and my voice still died away inarticulate; while you; I felt; withdrew farther and farther every moment。”

“And these dreams weigh on your spirits now; Jane; when I am close to you? Little nervous subject!