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mpressionable natures are not so soon softened; nor are natural antipathies so readily eradicated。 Mrs。 Reed took her hand away; and; turning her face rather from me; she remarked that the night was warm。 Again she regarded me so icily; I felt at once that her opinion of me—her feeling towards me—was unchanged and unchangeable。 I knew by her stony eye—opaque to tenderness; indissoluble to tears—that she was resolved to consider me bad to the last; because to believe me good would give her no generous pleasure: only a sense of mortification。

I felt pain; and then I felt ire; and then I felt a determination to subdue her—to be her mistress in spite both of her nature and her will。 My tears had risen; just as in childhood: I ordered them back to their source。 I brought a chair to the bed…head: I sat down and leaned over the pillow。

“You sent for me;” I said; “and I am here; and it is my intention to stay till I see how you get on。”

“Oh; of course! You have seen my daughters?”

“Yes。”

“Well; you may tell them I wish you to stay till I can talk some things over with you I have on my mind: to…night it is too late; and I have a difficulty in recalling them。 But there was something I wished to say—let me see—”

The wandering look and changed utterance told what wreck had taken place in her once vigorous frame。 Turning restlessly; she drew the bedclothes round her; my elbow; resting on a corner of the quilt; fixed it down: she was at once irrita