。 I had dared and baffled his fury; I must elude his sorrow: I retired to the door。
“You are going; Jane?”
“I am going; sir。”
“You are leaving me?”
“Yes。”
“You will not e? You will not be my forter; my rescuer? My deep love; my wild woe; my frantic prayer; are all nothing to you?”
What unutterable pathos was in his voice! How hard it was to reiterate firmly; “I am going。”
“Jane!”
“Mr。 Rochester!”
“Withdraw; then;—I consent; but remember; you leave me here in anguish。 Go up to your own room; think over all I have said; and; Jane; cast a glance on my sufferings—think of me。”
He turned away; he threw himself on his face on the sofa。 “Oh; Jane! my hope—my love—my life!” broke in anguish from his lips。 Then came a deep; strong sob。
I had already gained the door; but; reader; I walked back—walked back as determinedly as I had retreated。 I knelt down by him; I turned his face from the cushion to me; I kissed his cheek; I smoothed his hair with my hand。
“God bless you; my dear master!” I said。 “God keep you from harm and wrong—direct you; solace you—reward you well for your past kindness to me。”
“Little Jane’s love would have been my best reward;” he answered; “without it; my heart is broken。 But Jane will give me her love: yes—nobly; generously。”
Up the blood rushed to his face; forth flashed the fire from his eyes; erect he sprang; he held his arms out; but I evaded the embrace; an