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looked at his mother; seeing; as though she weresomeone else; the dark; hard lines running downward from her eyes; and the deep; perpetual scowlin her forehead; and the downturned; tightened mouth; and the strong; thin; brown; and bonyhands; and the phrase turned against him like a two…edged sword; for was it not he; in his falsepride and his evil imagination; who was filthy? Through a storm of tears that did not reach hiseyes; he stared at the yellow room; and the room shifted; the light of the sun darkened; and hismother’s face changed。 He face became the face that he gave her in his dreams; the face that hadbeen hers in a photograph he had seen once; long ago; a photograph taken before he was born。 Thisface was young and proud; uplifted; with a smile that made the wide mouth beautiful and glowedin the enormous eyes。 It was the face of a girl who knew that no evikl could undo her; and whocould laugh; surely; as his mother did not laugh now。 Between the two faces there stretched adarkness and a mystery that John feared; and that sometimes caused him to hate her。

Now she saw him and she asked; breaking off her conversation with Roy: ‘You hungry;little sleepyhead?’

‘Well! About time you was getting up;’ said Sarah。

He moved to the table and sat down; feeling the most bewildering panic of his life; a needto touch things; the table and chairs and the walls of the room; to make certain that the roomexisted and that he was in the room。 He did not look at h